November 2009
17 posts
you make me
happy
I cannot even begin to explain
how much I want to be on The Amazing Race.
To my few followers-
I have a new tumblr that I’ll be using for now on.
sdds.tumblr.com
If you’d still like to follow me- I’ll be over there now! :)
I don't really care anymore
At this point, I wouldn’t be your friend even if you wanted me to be again. I’d rather not be used, thanks. But the question still lingers- what did I do to deserve this?
I am so weird
I have this huge craving to pack up my room and unpack it into a dorm room. It’s not even the college part that I want to do- well that too, but thats not the point.
and so begins the beginning of the
biggest mistake of my life.
alone
goodbye
has never been so hard.
Another day,
Another victim
Not even going to let the sadness in
I could if I want to. I like that I have this switch now. I don’t know how I got it but it’s cool.. emotion UPGRADE!
“Great minds discuss ideas. Average minds discuss events. Small minds discuss...”
– -Eleanor Roosevelt
I always think about this quote in regards to High School politics.
October 2009
63 posts
and just like that
all the problems are solved.
cricket, cricket
When you came up and kissed me, that was the happiest moment of this month for me. ugh. I just want to live that moment over and over. I want to feel good.
I have cried myself to sleep literally everyday this past week. I need an outlet. I want the pain and the mistrust to go away. I need trust. I never knew I was this codependent- I thought I was stronger than this. I feel so incomplete. I feel so cheated. I feel remorse. I feel regret. I wish I could go back in time and right whatever I did wrong to make this happen. I thought I did it all right. I...
Reasons why The Amazing Race is awesome
1) No matter what, at least one of your favorite teams always find a way into the top three.
2) You get to see the world, not just the landmarks, but the actual streets of these countries, some of which you’ve never heard of.
3) You love to hate the douche bag teams, no matter how much they suck, they never win. and when they do lose, they lose hard.
4) You get to see people win money,...
Reprioritize
Rinse, Repeat.
I don't even know who you people are
I miss my friends.
Cravings
I get the strangest craving sometimes. Not like the “I want chocolate cake,” or “I want to go to travel” cravings- I get those too, trust me. But random cravings that I don’t want right now. Like sometimes I really want to be old and married, and sometimes I just want to go the park with my son. Obviously I’m sixteen and obviously I have so many things I want to...
Its times like these when
I feel more alone than ever.
I don't even think you care anymore.
I don’t get it. What did I do?
Things that should probably stop:
(Epic) Fail, FTW, FTL, MLIA, FML.
Ray, this means you.
“That’s when you know you’ve found somebody special. When you can just shut the...”
– Pulp Fiction (via ktrnuh) (via filmquotes)
“Ninety percent of what you’re saying isn’t coming out of your mouth.”
– Hitch (via filmquotes)
Well, sir,
You’re just plain pathetic. The more you hate, in the long run, the more alone you become. You might be winning now but you’re going to lose. Keep giving off the illusion you’re better than others- it may fool those who are to naive to see past your facade but to you’ll lose the respect of those who matter.
